She was never mine- A Gazal

The one who is lost for me now and forever, Was never mine
All regrets will stay in me for end times, as she was never mine.

Her memories shouldn't hold me, as hands holding her will never be mine,
Yet, I will spend time forgetting her, day and night, as she was never mine.

I know it all ends the worlds, people and all memories in a long time,
But the ends will be dawned today; such a thought was never mine

When I will not be walking her roads, hers dark lonely nights will be mine,
I wish I did not have any regrets, but I do have them, as she was never mine.

With you; a strange beautiful light filled me,'Shashank' has no words of such kind,  
The mourning bells will ring in me until someone reminds me, she was never mine.